I've often struggled with the concept of what to focus my filmmaking talents on. I have two movies I plan to do, one an inspirational documentary about people living with Cerebral Palsy; the other: an intensely unique horror thriller about the undead meant to re-invent the zombie genre. One of these movies will educate and inspire the world on a very special group of people who need their voice to be heard. The other is a horror movie with creatures, blood, and dead people.
Being a huge advocate for self-development and inspiration, I've struggled which of my passions to focus on. Should I give back to society in a positive way and create the inspiring documentary? Well, obviously I 'should'. So why would I focus on a creature movie over that? I've heard over and over in the self-development world that your life is about giving to society, to positively impacting those around you. Yet, why am I more inspired to do the creature flick? Because it's creative.
Ever since a little boy(and I still consider myself a little boy. If I still had my Gi Joes and monsters, I'd be playing with them right now!), I had a very active imagination. Comic books. Monsters. Aliens. Science Fiction. Star Wars. And being an artist, I always drew comic books and creatures. I even got in trouble in 7th grade biology class when I was caught drawing monsters with my friend, Kevin. We were having a monster draw-off, how could I resist?
So this arena, this genre, has always been in my spirit. To create new worlds and new beings from nothing. Even to this day, I can sit for hours and imagine scenarios in my head of heroes and villains and beasts fighting and interacting. It's called imagination. That's my world. And I love it. But this kind of creativity is not something I can really tap into when doing a documentary about people with Cerebral Palsy. That would be basic interviewing, showing the life of, and having a voiceover. And it would be very beautiful and uplifting. Yet it still doesn't tap into my basic spiritual need to create. But it does benefit the world. It's a more enlightened project.
Obviously, we're still a very primitive society. If we weren't, movies like Friday the 13th wouldn't appeal to so many people. If we were an enlightened society, all we'd have to watch is Sesame Streetand home cooking infomercials.
I think we have to take some responsibility as to what we put out there. But everyone loves playing pretend. And that's what movies offer us: a chance, as an actor, to have our head cut off by Jason, or to watch a head getting cut off, knowing that one's really getting hurt. Movies allow us to pretend again. To be the kind of kids we want to grow up to be like. To make-believe in our own backyard, knowing we are totally safe.
Unfortunately, our subconscious minds don't know this. Our subconscious takes everything literally. It doesn't know what's fake or real. Would you plop your baby down in front of the tv to watch Friday the 13th? Probably not. Why? Because you know it will affect them. You may not know how it will affect them, but you know it won't be good.
I've never been a fan of slasher flicks, and refuse to see Hostel for that very reason. It's a little too primitive for me. A madman cutting people up is not what I call entertainment. But throw a monster or time travel in there, and I'm all for it.
But can a horror movie benefit the world? It's a project that can genuinely connect people. Create a unified team of excited people behind a totally awesome movie. It could not only promote the actors involved, but the uplift the entire production team as well. As the movie becomes profitable, it will allow us to re-invest that money into more movies and a bigger production house.
I fully plan on doing both movies in time, but the horror thriller, On the 7th Dawn, is what excites me. And after all, shouldn't we follow our passions? I'd love your opinion on this. Should we, as a society, only express ourselves in ways that are of the highest ideals and betterment of society? And if so, at the sake of our current passions for the sake of 'duty?' Or is there a middle ground to take, to be responsible with the energy we put out there, but still be able to satisfy the hunger of our creative selves?
I'd love to hear your opinion on this. What do you think?